Tuesday, April 9, 2013

life goes on even when prayer stops... or does it

I haven't prayed much lately and what I mean is, I haven't had an in depth conversation with God in a while. I shoot things out there in hopes of a reply, I sit and wait for a few minutes... and even sometimes longer but I never listen.

No matter how long I sit there in the silence, I'm not listening. I'm scared to or something. Scared that what I'm hearing's not really God, or maybe that it is. Scared that I can't actually hear him anymore, and that I really don't know what's going on. Scared that I'll discover something scary... or maybe something incredibly plain, which seems even more scary.

3/18/08

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