Boys are not appealing to me. Talking to them, dating them... doesn't sound so fun. They are cute sometimes. The initial wondering is always there, and then it fades away.

But I don't really want to be gay. I don't want to come out, I don't want to figure out if it's right or wrong, and yet I feel like I'm supposed to. I'm worried. How do I tell people it's okay to love who they love, when I won't love who I love.

Does everything happen for a reason?

09/08