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I miss my home!!!!! I miss my home!!! I miss my home!!!

Not anything to be worried about, I'm pretty sure this is a normal feeling. I think I'm going to go home after SOS and just sleep for a month. Maybe get a new cat or dog to sleep with me. Aww I really want a dog.

SOS is going really well, I just feel like I have no time to rest. (But I do, I slept in until 12 today, I have the entire day off) I wonder if this is what it always feels like working where you live.

I've been contemplating what I'm doing next after this, and thinking about it a lot hasn't helped at all. I still have no idea. I don't want to tell you what I might do, because I could be very wrong. I've been praying about it, and God hasn't really told me yet.

This is what I want to do someday in the future.
I want to write a book.
I want to make a video document.
Therefore at some point I want to buy a video camera...
A computer....
Video editing programs.
I want to travel.
I want life to be spontaneous and eventful.
I want to see God move in insane ways.
I want to be bold and figure out more of who I am in him.
I want adventure.
I want love. (not a husband or boyfriend... just love in my life in general)
I want to practice what I preach.
I want a clean heart.
A dog?
Ambition
and Goals.


I think that's all I have to say right now.